The (F)Empower Project Presents: Sarah X!

I first met this little bundle of love a number of years ago when I was working on the island during summer vacation. As we worked together over the summer, I remember admiring Sarah for her strong work ethic, responsibility, and true sincerity. Plus she was always so sweet. While we ran into each other from time to time at Queen's University, the first time I really got to re-connect with her was through NTC. She came to classes consistently, and always gave her all! She spent her first class in a corner, and as she progressed over the years she gradually worked her way to the middle of the front row of the class, and allowed her amazing strength and personality to shine through. Sarah has been an inspiration to myself, and so many other women, balancing her rigorous academic program, volunteering and family life with a challenging fitness regimen. I have been, and am so very proud of all that she has accomplished over the last couple years and was touched when Sarah agreed to participate in this series! So here she is, my little shining star, Sarah! 


Hello! My name is Sarah, but am often referred to many by my last name, “Xiao.” I am currently a 20-something, Registered Nurse and second-year doctoral student at the University of Toronto (UofT). While my clinical and research background is in pediatrics and mental health, I also enjoy volunteering and working with seniors in the community. When I’m not reading, writing, or studying (read: learning via osmosis while sleeping), I’m satisfying my caffeine craving and/or sweet tooth somewhere or “attempting” to cook a meal that will keep me alive for a few days.


Currently, my fitness routine consists of running, cycling, and strength training about five times a week.

Staying active and healthy is more than a routine for me, it’s a lifestyle and philosophy. But it wasn’t always this way.

I had childhood asthma growing up and recurring bronchitis every 2-3 months. Antibiotics were my best friend. In high school, I had very low self-esteem and was extremely self-conscious about my weight, often wearing baggy hoodies and sweat pants to hide whatever insecurities I had. During my Master’s, I ate 1 to 2 small meals a day, attributing it to stress and my lack of cooking skills. I often defined my weight on a scale as an indication of how healthy I was. At 5”0’, I was a mere 90 pounds and constantly lethargic. How ironic was it that I was a healthcare professional, healing sick people back to health…but did not know how to take care of myself? (The future of healthcare is in great hands, guys.)

It wasn’t until four years ago after getting my heart broken and a looming health crisis that I knew I needed to regain control of my life. I remember going to my first bootcamp class at Cardio-Go with my work BFF and not being able to differentiate between a squat, lunge, or a burpee. Exercise was like a foreign language to me and I vowed never to eat a donut again if I didn’t have to go back to bootcamp. But I did, and began working with a personal trainer 2-3 times a week. To compliment my core exercises and strength-training, I also integrated running as a form of cardio.

I didn’t know it then, but running became my saving grace and therapy. In fact, I have had the most insightful conversations with myself while running and have since found that my perspective on life has changed immensely.

Around this time, one of my friends (hello Jazzy!) forwarded me a Facebook link to participate in Nike Training Club (NTC). There, I re-met Jenny – who was one of the NTC trainers. (Side note: Jenny and I previously worked together at Centreville in 2009, both (wo)manning the kiddie rides. In 2010, I bumped into her again in our pathophysiology class at Queen’s.) It was meant to be! Shortly after joining NTC, I began running with Nike Run Club (NRC). This became my schedule: Mondays and Wednesdays with NRC; Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays with NTC; personal training on Fridays, and yoga on Sundays. Yes, I was doing something every day of the week. #howtobesingle. Running and gym-ing became my life outside of work and school, and was also where I met some of the most wonderful people, several of whom have now become my closest friends.

During the summer of last year, however, I ran a short “routine” 5K, and succumbed to the most debilitating injury in my short-lived running career. What began as a strain led to an excruciating knee pain, to the point where I couldn’t walk without limping. Several ER visits, X-rays, ultrasounds, doctor diagnoses, and many uncertain weeks later… I had a decadent combination of patellofemoral pain syndrome (PPS or “runners knee”), Bursa’s cyst, meniscus tear, and a possible hamstring injury. I had to say goodbye to running, jumping, and anything fitness-related - which might as well have been my entire life. 

I threw pity parties for myself (involving vanilla lattes and donuts, no less), became immensely reclusive and anti-social, and drowned myself in schoolwork. What I also did, and probably shouldn’t have, was run the Nike San Fran Half Marathon in the midst of all of this turmoil. Needless to say, I didn’t run the entire leg of the course. I jogged, walked, took pictures, nursed my knee, ate Cliff bars and “enjoyed” my Nuun while people-watching. When I came home from this trip, I made the decision to take more of an active role to get better - mentally and physically. I realized that I was often reckless in my previous fitness practices - not taking a “rest day”, or warming up and stretching appropriately. I was willing to give up anything, as long as I could walk pain-free again. 

In November, I began working with a physiotherapist at UofT every week. Still, looking at myself in the mirror and the thought of going back to the gym gave me immense anxiety. The thought and image of being active and happy seemed like a very distant memory and something I would never experience again. But the girlfriends who I had met from NTC never forgot or gave up on me. On a bad day (which were most days), I’d get a random text or message from someone asking for an update or just telling me they missed me and wished for a speedy recovery. Although seemingly a small gesture, it had a profound impact on my healing...

This marked a huge turning point in my recovery, and I believe is what truly captures the essence of “(f)empower”: females empowering one another to strive for self-love and to recognize yourself as your first and foremost priority. 

A notable memory was when my physiotherapist suggested that I began stressing the scar tissue in my knee. I was instructed to use the stationary bike for as long as my knee could tolerate without pain. But I couldn’t bring myself to doing it. I feared the feeling of the pain - which for me, was another setback. It wasn’t until a random heartfelt phone call from one of my fellow NTC girlfriends, Ljiljana, that I finally took the first step. She suggested that I set a goal of 5 minutes; if I felt any pain or didn’t want to continue after 5 minutes, I could go home. Fortunately, those 5 minutes turned into 10, and within a month, I was shamelessly sweating on the bike, pain-free, for 45 minutes everyday. Part of my treatment plan also included strengthening my glutes and core, foam rolling, properly warming up and stretching after exercising, and finding the most suitable running shoes for my gait.

Fitness was no longer just about the act of “doing”, but all of the other components involved in injury prevention and recovery.

 

Slowly but surely, I mustered up whatever bit of courage I had and began jogging on the treadmill. However, the inevitable feeling of defeat would settle in as soon as I felt a sharp pain in my knee. Yet, the key lesson here was about listening to my body, appreciating any progress made, and overcoming self-doubt. Eventually, I was able to run ~4K on the treadmill with mild to no discomfort, and recently rejoined NTC and NRC last month. Currently, I run 2-3K every other day, and have resumed most of my normal activities.

Being healthy is no longer a matter of what the scale says, or how physically capable I am, but how in-tune my mind is with my body. 

From this experience, I’ve learnt the value of self-discipline and mental resilience, and have to attribute most, if not all, of my successes and achievements to my support system. Being surrounded by a community of such strong, positive women from different walks of life has truly inspired me to better myself in every facet of my own life. My current fitness and life goals include:

  1.  re-learning how to swim
  2. taking more dance classes (I’ve been taking hip hop classes for the past several months, LOL)
  3. building more muscle (I’ve named my soon-to-be ab muscles as “Tu-pac”) and, 
  4. adding more plant-based recipes to my limited arsenal of cooking skills.

So if you’re reading this (and thinking of being more active)… It’s not too late. You are much more capable than you think you are. Take that first leap of faith, listen to your body, and everything else will follow.

The (F)Empower Project Presents: Ljiljana!

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I still remember her first NTC class...it was a cold and wet night during the very first NTC Winterfit series in Toronto. Ljiljana came to the class with her daughter Nika, and (as I have now learned is her usual pattern) certainly made her presence known! I remember running back to the gym with her after the workout -- she was tired, but she never gave up! And she never has since. Ljiljana has been coming to my classes for years - she is a dedicated, fun, positive, energetic and uber-supportive lady who serves as an amazing example for her community. I'm thrilled to present her (F)Empower Training Story to you today! 


My name is Ljiljana. I am 64 years old and a mother of two.

Since an early age I was very physically active which was a real nightmare for my parents because they never knew where I was, if I was getting injured, stuck in a tree or lost track of time playing sports and forgot to come home. During my school years I took part in all sorts of sports (handball, volleyball, basketball, soccer, swimming, skating). I was also very good at track and field disciplines and gymnastics. Later on in life, in my free time I would ride a bike, hike, ski or just do exercises at home or the gym. I also danced (ballroom and Latin) for years.

Two years ago, my daughter invited me to try an NTC class – a high intensity interval training workout. I just loved it and I kept coming 3 times a week from North York to Queen and Ossington. The classes are amazing, very versatile and the coaches are extremely knowledgeableand they really make you sweat.

It was very hard in the beginning, it still is, but through time and regular exercise I built my muscles, got stronger and improved my flexibility.

My body has become toned, changed for the better and made me feel good. I have no joint pains and don’t run out of breath when climbing the stairs.

I also started running. In February 2015 I couldn’t run for 1 minute. Through the training and fitness classes I was slowly improving. In April I ran my first 5km, then 10, then 15 and in October I finished a half marathon in San Francisco! I am so very proud of this achievement. 

My best reward is when much younger women tell me that they can see how much I improved and that I am an inspiration to them. 

The conclusion:

I feel physically fit, which makes me physically and mentally strong.

One might say I am an exercise addict. I enjoy doing it, even when it’s hard, but pushing myself to be stronger is a good thing.

The (F)Empower Project Presents: Krysha

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My name is Krysha Pereverzoff and I'm 26 years old. I'm currently in my second year of Chiropractic College. While attending school full time I also train and compete in Crossfit. My passion for the sport and for inspiring others to be a better version of themselves is what has inspired me to become a coach. I'm currently completing an apprentice coaching program at my gym, Crossfit Solid Ground.

Growing up I was a very active child, often being involved in almost all sports, with both males and females. When people ask me what my sport was growing up, I would respond with a soccer player and a gymnast. I also played competitive field hockey and basketball. Now as an adult, my sport is Crossfit.

Being fit means that I maintain a healthy lifestyle both with exercise and nutrition but it also means that I could do/play any sport asked of me. I enjoy being an all around athlete, not a specialist. Through sports, I have had the opportunity to be a team player and an individual athlete. There are very different aspects to both styles of sport. Pressure, commitment and purpose are displayed differently depending on the style of sport you are involved in.

During undergraduate studies I made the choice to pursue my education and career over my own health. For 4 years I watched myself lose motivation to exercise, disregard my eating habits and spiral into a depression. As a hockey team trainer during school, I put the players and team before my own health. I look back on that time and realized that the best way to motivate and inspire others is to "practice what you preach."  By being happy and confident, others will gravitate towards you and look up to you.

After completing my degree I had a coworker drag me into a Crossfit gym. I immediately fell in love with the movements and the community. It was my coaches that believed in me and pushed me everyday.  They saw something in me and it made me push myself to not only be better but to prove to them what I was capable of.

Three years later I have made leaps and bounds in the sport of Crossfit. I was a member of a Canada West 2014 Regional team and placed top 100 in Canada East for the 2015 Open.

This year has changed a lot for me with regards to my training and my goals. I've decided to take the route of becoming a coach and health advocate. My training went from 6 days a week, with occasional double days to training 3-4 days a week, coaching and playing soccer with girls from my school. I did a lot of soul searching and I made the choice to focus on my future as a Chiropractor and a coach.

When I have tough days at school I look forward to exercising as a stress reliever. I've been noticing that being at my gym and being in that atmosphere is what keeps me motivated and keeps me wanting more. All the workouts are designed and delivered by the head coach at my gym. This is one thing at keeps me exercising each day. That fact that I don't have to come up with the workout and all I have to do is show up prepared to work hard is what makes exercising much easier.

As a female in the Crossfit community I find that I get treated as an equal in the fitness world. In fact I often have males competing with me and trying to lift more then me. I feel honoured to be able to push both the males and females in the class.  As the only female coach at my gym, I have found myself to be someone that members look up to. I absolutely love helping people learn new skills and I love watching them gain confidence.

Outside of the Crossfit community I often feel as though I stand out.  My family likes to make jokes regarding my body. Society has this image of how a women should look like, and I am far from that image. I have muscles and they are obvious. I struggled my whole life with body image issues and I can honestly say that my new body is everything I have ever wanted and I walk around with my head held high. I still battle with the comments about looking too muscular but I'm working on my mental toughness and learning to respond in a way that displays confidence and not always becoming defensive.

One thing that I hope as young girls grow up in this fitness craze time is that they learn to walk with confidence and carry out every day life feeling confident and strong. With social media relationships and bullying on the rise, I hope for the future generations of young girls will not get trapped in the negativity that can come with such electronic advances. I've have seen the respect young girls are achieving with becoming strong and fit and I hope they continue to stick together and inspire other girls.

"Strong is the New Sexy"